just realised something... some friends couldn't care less that you've reconnected with them after six years of going missing. they just drop by and say hi. that's all. the days thereafter are all in silence. nobody drops by and nbody really cares. that's like really sad lor...



anyway tommorrow i'm going to the singapore management university. drop by corinne's roadshow thingy. she's trying to promote her little blog shop. i'll probably drop by in the afternoon or late morning. wellll.... there's nothing else to report for now. but if i DO remember anything interesting that happened today, i'll definitely pen it down. bye for now.

feeling really hungry and broke today. man, got my pay last friday and guess how much pittance i got this month?? 60 miserable dolars lor! it was soo bad! how am i suppossed to live on just $60?? but no worries! salvation will arrive later on the 24th of august! i'll be getting my pay for the other half of the month! that should be like around $500 to $600... paltry butnot that bad. still can survive... but i'll have to pay for my insurance and savings plan lei...insurance is like $97 a month while my savings plan is like $100 per month. plus i have to give my mom and grandmom some moolah; which is like $100 per person. so that works out to like peanuts left lor... so broke... but not as broke as this month lah. so sad...

anyway today i met up with kenneth and we were suppossed to do some canvassing at toa payoh but we ended up talking cock at the polar cafe. oh, just in case you don't know, polar has a sit down cafe at toa payoh. we sat there from 2.40pm till like nearly six. nit was really hard core chao kenging lah. but we promised to do some hard core canvassing tomorrow. from ten till 5 if necessary! haha!

my love fetched me again today! so sweet of him! but alas, this be the last day he'll be fetching me as his father is back from Jakarta. too bad lah. such a sweet guy. went for dinner together before he went to fetch his dad from the airport. he even apologised that he can't send me back today as my estate is not along the way to the airport. so sweet right! but poor thing, he got a fine from the traffic police auntie for illegal parking. have to pay the authorities $30. wanted him to split the fine with me, but he said its ok. anyway, today wasn't quite eventful. but i learnt a very valuable thing about this dude.

i found out that he is actually a bit too forgiving. before me, he had this girlfriend who was really petty and demanding. the girl also liked to throw her weight around him and it usually pisses him off quite a lot. once, he got pissed so bad, he just walked away from her. the next day, he called her to say that they are so over with each other. she wished him all the best in his future endeavours.

BUT!!!

the next day, she called him up and asked to meet him. since he had the car, he drove over to her place. they talked things over and reconciled.

like, what's up with that? if the bug stung you once, it will sting you again. And again and again!!! doesn't he learn??? he's just too kind and forgiving! just like that? you can forgive her just like that? what rubbish!

i'll never take back something that's already broken!

my love fetched me to work today!! he's so sweet. he was suppossed to do the roadshow at ubi this whole week but he defaulted that to do canvassing with me. ain't he sweet? he also said that the roadshow was not that good as the prospects there were not very co operative.

anyway, today was the first time i saw him really mad. here's what happened.

we were at mcdonald's having lunch when my leg accidentally hit his while i was crossing my legs. having a really foul mouth, i scolded him," CCB! cannot see ah? hit my leg for what fuck?" it was entirely out of jest. maybe he took it too seriously. he went really quiet and proceeded to buy his meal for himself. usually, he would ask me what i'd like and he'd order it for me. when he came back to the table, i looked at him and tried to get his eye. failing to do so (and already sensing somethng was up) i asked him is anything the matter. he said no. i told him,' please tell me if i said anything to offend you. you do know i have a very foul mouth and i usually don't mean whatever i said earlier that could offend you. so he told me that he was offended by the way i talked to him just now and such. i apologised and everything was back to normal!

so happy that that was past us. i should try to watch my mouth and be sensitive to his feelings whenever he's around me. i mean, its actually rather difficult to decode each other's feelings, especially if you're in such a complicated relationship.

darling, i'm so sorry about whatever happened today. to end off this post, i'll add something i always sign off with whenever we chat online.

And I Still Love You.

Light show from ION Orchard

Razzle Dazzle Rah Rah Booom!!

i met up with corinne just now at three... she wanted to do some live journal bullshit on my lappy. eventually she didn't manage to resolve whatever crap she wanted to do! haha LJ sucks! Blogger is the way to the future!

anyway, while happily doing this LJ bullshit, along came a group of these people. they look kinda strange. i mean, who'd wear mascara, dangly earrings and eyeshadow while playing tennis? what the hell? she's like some freako lah; full fledge make up while playing tennis?? upon closer inspection... oooo.... she's from china. case closed.

my darling's doing roadshow with some of careena's bitches tomorrow. from 11.30am till 2pm at some place called Ubi. he said its at bedok. dunno where. maybe i should accompany him there and wait for him till he's done? i dunno... i owe him three hours of canvassing time anyways... so poor thing. he's doing roadshow with people he hates. sigh. his mother is a pain in the ass lah. cannot be helped.

Timothy Go's tie looks really crappy and tacky today. its shiny baby blue and has this so called floral motif on it. but they look more like frilly eggs. and they are cream coloured. what the hell is that?? so ugly lah...

today's rater boring...

woke up at twelve today. didn't go to work. didn't fell like it. anyway woke up late and was contemplating in bed what i should do today... my mind wandered away to the library at toa payoh, the coffee bean at paragon... and finally PruCafe... if you don't know, that's what i call work. i mean "work". me being an insurance agent can come and leave the office as and when i like. that means i can go shopping, have coffee and meet up with friends during office hours, guilt free! hence, work isn't like work! next, work is like a cafe; free drinks, free internet access and air conditioned. that's why we call it PruCafe. Cafe at Prudential is such a mouthful to say.

anyway, anyway, my itenary today was blank, so i messaged corinne and asked if i have an appointment with her friend and herself today. can't be tomorrow as she has church on sundays. she has given her approval for some of my designs and i was supposed to colour them and submit them to her. unfortunately, i lost them. i swore i placed them in my locker at work. but i just couldn't find them. anyways, she wanted me to design some nautical items. workin on 'em girl!

eventually i did not go anywhere today and the day was rather uneventful and draggy.

oh, a few of my friends decided its about time we have a class reunion. can't believe it! its been six years since we graduated from our 'O' Levels! time flew by so fast. its rather scary when you think about it. its like only yesterday i was 17. and four hours later, reality sets in and woosh! i'm already 21! its really freaky!

anyway, about the reunion, i decided on a Picnic Bonanza. venue is still pending. some of them wants it at sentosa. but i don't believe in paying moolah to enter a busy and packed island for a picnic... i was tinking of the Botanical Gardens or Bishan Park. marina barrage is a definite no no. there're no trees on the roof of the barrage, only grass. a picnic there is gonna be a killer! i'll definitely die first before any of the girls!!

anyway yeah... that's all for now.. any suggestions on the reunion? leave a comment please!!

hearts hearts!

Orchard Central

Entrance to another world. a world where there is no worries or war.





The rooftop garden

Gorgeous AND Eco friendly! how abt that! eat dust ION!

night light show

seriously, i can't wait for christmas light ups!!!

even though it looks rather dull and unappealing, compared to ION, OC will still be my favourite mall. its really shopper friendly. they have like 14 elevators escalators on both ends of the mall and dozens of public furniture strewn accross its vast lobby. the decor and the rooftop garden, I HEARTS LOR!!

well that's it for today, i think! tootsy!

ION Orchard

The best thing that has ever happened in Singapore.

THE OPENING OF ION ORCHARD!!! AAARRRRGGGGGHHHHH!!!!

The first tenant of ION

The second tenant... DIOR

Your entrance to Shangri-La

Pretty, pretty lights at night. Christmas lightup is sure to be a blast this year!! =)

Your Mangled Heart by Gossip

everything you do has got on hold on me
everything i do has got to hold on me
i've been here before i should be used to it
but i can't take it no more, i can't take it no more

your mangled heart
you bitter love that's hanging on to memories
you're letting go of everything that you should be
i've had enough
you build me up to let me down

red is a rose in yonder garden grows
fair is a lily of the valley
tear is the water that flows from the wound
my love is fairer than any

over the hills my handsome irish lad
come over the hills to your darling


and i'll be your true love forever

down by the sally gardens

down by the sally gardens,
my love and i did meet.
she passed the sally gardens
with little snow white feet.
she bid me take life easy
as the leaves grow on the trees
but i being young and foolish
with her i don't agree

in a field by the river
my love and i did stand
and on my leaning shoulder
she laid her snow white hands
she bid me take life easy
as the grass grows on the eves
but i was young and foolish
and now am full of tears

Post Of The Day

Feel very lethargic. maybe its because of all canvassing i did for the past week. whole week straight i did with kenneth! really hardcore! haha! anyway, i feel really down...

dunno why, but i just feel really bad and moody. not "crazy bitch" moody, but just glummy, wintry gloom. The "sigh-i-don't-feel-like-working" kind of gloom.

sigh... and i am sooo hungry...

guess i'll just stop here.

great song of the week!

love this song by 2ne1. this is their debut song, entitled Fire. very catch and the dance is superbly sexy!



don't miss it! very nice song!