A Full Bloom Spring Is Here

i got home today to a surprise! as you know, our 8th Anniversary was on last Friday, we were not able to properly celebrate it as it was a working day and i had an errand to run during lunch hour. So he made it today! it was so nice! so nice i tell you! to all you single people out there, GET A BOYFRIEND! GET A GREAT GUY LIKE MY KENNY!! He made a full course dinner all by himself! i'm so touched! i knew he could cook, but i knew too that he didn't have the time. While i was out all morning and afternoon with my friends, he made me this for dinner!

Starter ~ Baby spinach and Snaps tossed in Limoncello

Soup ~ Hot and Sour chinese soup

~ Bread Basket ~

Main ~ Sea Bass served with Dill Hollaindaise and Creamy Potage

Sweets ~ Apple Tart and Raspberry Compote

~ Coffee ~

~ After Dinner Drinks ~

It was really nice, the entire house was also filled with carnations and roses and lit vanilla candles dot here and there, scenting the entire house. It was a great dinner, enjoyed slowly. at our own leisurely pace, without the rush of other patrons, with great company. after the dinner, we moved out into the open balcony and popped a champagne bottle. "To another 10 years" he said. "Let's retire together" i said. That was like so cute!

We snuggled together on the floor of the balcony and gazed onto the horizon in each other's warmth. He is the only person in my life who accepts me entirely for who i am, without any compromising. He is the only person who knew how to control me, without making me feel interfered. He is the most beautiful balance i can ever have in life. Honestly without him, it won't be a Full Story.



Dearest Kenan,

It's been 8 years since we've enjoyed each other's company. Its like I know you inside out, what you know i know and what i know you know too. I still remember how you asked me out and i'm still tickled by how suave you said it. it must be in your genes. being suave. haha!

I'd like to formally apologise for all my wrongdoings for the past 8 years. I'm sorry for always being tardy for all our appointments. I'm sorry for always speaking my mind without thinking of your feelings. I'm sorry for always being fussy and childish. I'm sorry for being so particular in the kitchen and living area. I'm sorry for being such a neat freak at home. I'm sorry for driving you up the wall sometimes with my antics. You do not show it, but i can tell that you're extremely unhappy with me sometimes. I'm sorry for making you worry sometimes about my personal problems. I'm so sorry to trouble you for the past 8 years.

Sometimes when i think back, you'd be much more successfull without me tagging along with you all the time. I know you have all that potential and greatness in you but you can't let it show because of me. I know you would've easily got a position in the Head Bank in JPN or even as the Canadian or American Head. But you did not want to leave me alone here in singapore again. You're still young. You must have been so greedy for that career advancement and the wealth of experience that will bring you.

But you are always so patient to me. Always smiling and happy. You are the strongest pillar i can ever have. When i am troubled and pissed about something, lying next to you while you sleep and listening to your humming heart will make me forget all my worries. You bring me down to Earth when i am aiming too high. You are such a romantic and so accepting of who i am. You are such an adorable guy. and you will always be.

We overcame so many obstacles to getthis far. 8 years. It's nearly a decade. If we can last this long, we can last an eternity together. Irregardless of what other people say about you or us. As long as we are true to each other and give our hearts to each other, whatever other people say is just hindrance that we can live without. You've done so much for me and its time i give my all to you.

Let our love bloom Till Eternity.

Love Khai

I've always been a strong person,
Things are now alright with me.
Even though life gets you weary,
Don't let it get you down, overcome!

Everything sounds like a bunch of bull,
Everything sounds like a bunch of lies.
A full bloom spring will arive, believe it.
Sing it with me cha cha cha!

Today this lonely man is clenching his teeth.
Gonna learn about love and life once again.
Clear his mind and erase the past,
this lonely man will have the last laugh!

Even though you were scatter brained,
You're a cool Don Juan.
Even though you may not make me laugh,
When i see you i'm so glad!

Bread and Butter Pudding Party!!

haha its not a party but it actually turned into an impromptu one! hehe. hen baby wanted some more of the bread and butter pudding i made the other day. so i baked one more for him! this time with peach halves and raisins sans the custard vanilla sauce..

some pictures for you to drool on!!

La close up! the bread turned out slightly soggy looking because it was from the fridge. if it were straight out from the oven, the corners sticking out will be uber yum yums! crispy and buttery!! i suggest he reheat it before consumption!

special bonus fruits for my kenny baby!

looks yummy right!! oh goodness i'm already hungry for more pudding already! haha! gonna make another batch on thursday because mommy's friend have been asking for the pudding. and i'll make a batch for nicole too!

haha! yummy yums! hope i didn't spoil your diet plan!!

My friend, Reflection

Well wishes to All

Dear Blogee,

pleae grant me these wishes for my friends,

1. a smaller ass for isnita
2. forever smooth skin for Mdm Ho
3. free flow of powdered milk for Ms Chew
4. a proper partner for Sheikh, not some old perverted freako
5. gorgeous furnishings for Nelson
6. a FIXED and COMMITTED partner for Albar
7. a gorgeous GF for Yu Don
8. a gorgeous GF for Xiao Qiang
9. a smaller head for Guo Wei
10. a slimmer Sweekee
11. a SLIMMER Suhaimi
12. Hitachi Corporations, the entire company, for Yong Ming
13. a chocolate elephant for DY
14. a Gucci bag for Derrick
15. a condom for Wilson Tham
16. a Wilson for Darrell... hehe
17. a doctor for Shareeeeelll
18. Me for Hutchinson.... hehe

Aite, i think that is all... for whoever i missed out please choose an option listed below

OPTION 1

i am truly sorry i forgot you. do send me a note and i will include you pronto!

OPTION 2

maybe i intentionally left you out because you were never a friend of mine?

So Happy Holidays and have a Blessed (and bountiful) Christmas!

ORD oh!

i am so done with ns! i'm through! all of 2 years! seemed like yesterday i was just posted in and saw ahmad and mohamed in the orderly room. sigh, how time flies, now with my pink iC!!! oh my god oh my god oh my god! i'm hyperventilating! haa hoo haa hoo!

anyways as an ORD gift, sheikh bought me a cook book... ok ok did i hear a collective "har???"
i enjoy cooking you know! and some more its a dessert cook book... so hopefully i'll have some fun with it. really happy for it sheikh! oh he also got me a pencil.

in the service transcript, i had Very Good for both conduct and performance... i was actually aiming for an outstanding lah... but very good also can lah... the rest of the contents don wanna disclose lah... malu akak lah! haha must be modest lah!

i'll miss working in the unit and hope that it will never ever close down... the unit is actually quite pathetic... it used to be made up of the S1 branch ( human resource ), S4 branch ( logistic support and catering ) and the Transport node. now, the transport node is gone, the cook house branch has gone to Supply Hub East and all that is left is the S1 and the S4 people... total unit strength is like only 95 lei... and this consists of the S1 clerks, S4 storemen and clerks, the regulars ( there are 9 of them ), the medics, the RPs and the lifeguards (sai kang warriors)... breaking it all up, 95 is actually a very puny number!

all in all, i'll miss lots of people from camp. to not forget them in the long run, i'll list them down right here...

From CCO KTSC

1. Ms Chew Yan Ling
2. LTA Soh Yong Ming
3. Ma'am Ho Choy Sim
4. 1SG Paul Tan
5. MWO Kumar
6. 2LT Lau Yu Don
7. 2LT Terrence Peh
8. Ma'am Tan Gek Hong
9. CPL Tan Wei ( will never, ever forget him! )
10. CPL Sheikh
11. CPL Juan Angel
12. CPL Hidayat (will never forget him!)
13. CPL Derrick Goh
14. LCP Lim Swee Kee
15. LCP Suhaimi
16. LCP Sharil
17. LCP Michael Josef ( will never forget him too!)
18. LCP Ridzman (get well soon ok?)
19. PTE Alan
20. PTE Zen
21. PTE Waran (my 1st indian friend!)
22. PTE Wilson Tham
23. PTE Hutchinson Daniel Carl
24. PTE Lawlor Daryl John

From Artillery Institute

1. 1WO Russell Lee
2. CPT Benjamin Cheong
3. CPL Chong Jun Yan
4. CPL Huang Mao Rong

From Headquarters Singapore Artillery

1. 1WO Lawrence Leong
2. 2LT Benjamin Tham
3. 2WO Sih Ah Keow
4. CPT Joseph
5. LTC Galvin Tay (really nice guy!)
6. PTE Loke
7. PTE Huang JingWen

From 21st Singapore Artillery

1. CPT Tan Thong Leng
2. MSG William Lourdes

From 23rd Singapore Artillery

1. 2WO Toh Ah Lian
2. SSG Toh Li Chong
3. Ma'am Lucy Marimuthu ( DY's bitch )

From 24th Singapore Artillery

1. LTA Weng Chongren (best ATO ever!)
2. LTA Yiming
3. 2LT Fabian Tan
4. 2LT Mark Derek
5. 2SG Wai Chong In (hot SGT!)

From Medical Centre

1. 1SG Jolene Tan
2. and a few very friendly medics... sorry!

From 2nd Singapore Infantry Regiment

1. 1SG Goh Wee Ling

From 4th Singapore Infantry Regiment

1. 1SG Chan Kim Koon
2. 1SG Yusaini

From 6th Army Maintenance Base

1. 2WO Padmini

From Army Logistics Training Institute & Centre

1. LTA Tan Eng Hwa
2. 1WO Ahmad
3. 1SG Masita
4. 3SG Mazlina
5. 1SG Heng Aik Loong

From 3rd Air Defence Artillery

1. Ms Kala
2. 1SG Chua ( the TRS guy )

From 18th Air Defence Artillery

1. Ma'am Tan Jong Kiao

From Signal Institute

1. PTE Jake

From 3rd Division Artillery

1. 2WO Shirley
2. 1SG Mok Shao Wei

From Military Police Command

1. SSG Sapiah

if there's anyone whom i had missed, very sorry for the slip up and i'll add you as soon as i remember you. if not, just call me and i'll add you into the list, provided that you are worthy of it.

hope we get to see one another again and have fun like the old days.

have a great day ahead, and Au Revoir!