my love fetched me to work today!! he's so sweet. he was suppossed to do the roadshow at ubi this whole week but he defaulted that to do canvassing with me. ain't he sweet? he also said that the roadshow was not that good as the prospects there were not very co operative.

anyway, today was the first time i saw him really mad. here's what happened.

we were at mcdonald's having lunch when my leg accidentally hit his while i was crossing my legs. having a really foul mouth, i scolded him," CCB! cannot see ah? hit my leg for what fuck?" it was entirely out of jest. maybe he took it too seriously. he went really quiet and proceeded to buy his meal for himself. usually, he would ask me what i'd like and he'd order it for me. when he came back to the table, i looked at him and tried to get his eye. failing to do so (and already sensing somethng was up) i asked him is anything the matter. he said no. i told him,' please tell me if i said anything to offend you. you do know i have a very foul mouth and i usually don't mean whatever i said earlier that could offend you. so he told me that he was offended by the way i talked to him just now and such. i apologised and everything was back to normal!

so happy that that was past us. i should try to watch my mouth and be sensitive to his feelings whenever he's around me. i mean, its actually rather difficult to decode each other's feelings, especially if you're in such a complicated relationship.

darling, i'm so sorry about whatever happened today. to end off this post, i'll add something i always sign off with whenever we chat online.

And I Still Love You.