its been three days since kenan left for japan and i'm missing him already. sigh...

i miss...

his soft kiss on my cheeks, his warm hug welcoming me home, his yummy home made dinner, his firm hand holding my hand when we go for late night strolls, his masculine scent that reminded me of bouquets of marigolds mixed with the warm scent of musk, tobacco and cinnamon, his clever and witty talk, hearing his heart beating when i lay on his strong chest in bed, his cuddle on the sofa, the silent moments we shared together, his charming smile, his cute wink when i stole glances of him from across the room, his concentrated gaze when he's doing work at home, his cute dimples when he smile, his soft hair on my shoulder when he leans on me, his cute whinings when he noticed that his botoxed wrinkles are re appearing, the scent of old dollars on his hands from all that money handling at the bank, the time we spend together every saturday for picnics, his critiques for all the mundane things in life, the way he shakes his ass to T-Ara's songs, the scent of his freshly laundered Chanel and Yves Saint Laurent coats, the feel of his tweed on my arm when i cradle it while we walk, the scent and taste of his home made Sunday lemonade, the times when i accompany him to church for service, his cheeks, wet from crying, when i kissed him to comfort him when he lost a special friend, the warm presence when we sleep together, the click clackity of his shoes when he leave or returns home, his sigh when he sat at the couch after reaching home, the hum of his hairdryer early in the morning, his random chats with the lovely lady next door, sharing music with him on my mp3 player, ironing his freshly laundered shirts, the scent of freshly ground coffee in the early morning, his sleepy Good Morning greeting in bed, the scent of his aftershave when i kiss him goodbye before he leaves for work, the clicking of his laptop keybard when we are msning each other in the living room, his sweet lovey dovey notes for me that he leaves everywhere, the soft stubble when he runs my hands over his face (he knows i hate the feeling of stubble! he's just trying to irritate me!), the countless times he tries to irritate me, but to no avail, his acting cute when we chat on the phone, his acting cute when he wants me to do something for / with him, his aqualine nose, rubbing against mine, his hand on my waist when we walk, his touch when we sit together in a theatre, his hand in mine when we are just lolling around............ the list is endless i think!

but the biggest thing i miss from him is.......... his presence next to me. oppa! come back soon okay!

anyway its kinda late now. i should go to bed. take care people! remember a positive mindset opens many doors for you!

toodles for now!