Everything is as you want it until you decide

anyway how did you spend new year's day? let me boast a little here! hehe!

kenny baby came back to singapore just in time for the new year's. and even after surviving the 6 hour flight back to singapore from shanghai, he was willing to take me out for a picnic that very night! i was really surprised and was really, really looking forward to it. but since it was only 3pm, i told him to go get a nap first before dying on me later that night!

for the time being, i popped down to Mark's and Spencer's to get some frozen food (i let the maid off on that day. my fave auntie meeds her rest too you know!?) anyway, if you don't know, Mark's and Spencer's serve really good food. its to die for. especilly the desserts. i bought some crackers and cheese twists and a good strawberry cheesecake from there. next stop was Da Paolo's where i bought some sandwiches, salad and pizza. last stop was the MarketPlace where i bought a bottle of wine, some packs of ciggies and utensils.

kenny woke up at 7pm that evening and he looked so groggy and puffy faced! hahaha! i gave him a kiss on the cheek and he beamed immediately! its so cute of him. i just love it when he beams.. we freshened up and and left the house at like 9pm that evening for the picnic venue..

when we reached Kranji Dam, i was dreading that it would be so dark and quiet. thank goodness there were a few other couples there. prolly waiting for the first sunrise of the new year, like us, before sharing a kiss! hahaha! we had a great meal there and it felt so good. having him near me again, huddled together under his cardigan (i didn't bring a blanket, thinking it would be a warm and humid night) it felt so nice and fuzzy hugging him again, my head against his sighing chest. heaving so slowly. i feel so secure all over again. so safe and warm.. i remembered i dozed off in that position. but i didn't care if someone were to steal our belongings or whatever. because i know kenny is here and i am safe with him.

when i awoke from my short siesta, i was happy to see him still cuddling me. i beamed back at him and gave him another squeezey huggies.. haha anyway i was in time to see the sun rise over the horizon. It was so beautiful to see the malaysian state of Johore across the straits of johore slowly illuminate and bathe in the warmness of the sun. it was a really beautiful view. we wished each other happy new year and gave each other a peck on the lips.

that was seriously the best new year's celebration anyone could have. ever.