i have been thinking really hard... should i leave this job and look for greener pastures elsewhere or just stay put here in UOB. its a really ough decision to make cause firstly, the pay here is really good and secondly the work hours are really flexible and the can compromise on alotta things.

on the bad side, its really mundane and dry as we are only allowed to sell just ONE product. its easy to focus and all but after a while it gets really dry and tough. its like eating beef. at first its all moist and oh so yummy and stuff. but by the ninth serving, you'd dream of swimming in a pool of cabbages and corn.

i went for my first interview like a few days back and the interviewer actually exclaimed that my current salary is really, really high for a person working in a call centre. as i know, the second most highest paying bank is Citi and they pay their telephone officers like S$2,000.00 a month. But the work condition at Citi is really bad. as you know, Citi Never Sleeps. So each officer is expected to do the duties of TWO employees.. its really stressful and quite hard on the bankers. i have friends who were in Citi for like a few months only and then they could no longer take it anymore so they leave for greener pastures.

speaking about greener pastures, IS THERE SUCH A THING AS GREENER PASTURES? i mean, its really tough and all now for me in my current job and i will think,"Oh! shift work! i can sleep in late and wake up late when i work in the afternoon shift and i can sleep all day if i work the night shift!" but when i get myself into it i will definitely thing a 9 to 6 job is far more superior..

sigh. me and my fickle mind.

i think i should just hang in here for a while. i could restart studying and maybe complete it even! and also the management's attitudes are kinda improving too.. maybe i'll just give them another chance..