feel really frustrated with myself. i just don't have the confidence to do canvassing myself. and everyone whom i hooked up to do canvassing with are always too busy with something else. why can't i just do it alone??? everyone seemed to be doing some other thing and everytime i asked them they are always not free.

kenneth is doing his bachelor now. so he's kinda tied up at school. although his school ends at 1 on most days, he's just too lazy to do canvassing with me. i even offered to travel all the way to Boon Lay to do it there (for your information, i stay in Ang Mo Kio, the office is at Newton and NTU is at Pioneer). and the reply he gave me just now? Too lazy to do canvassing. i understand insurance is not going to be his main source of income in the latter years after he got his Bachelor. at least you can accompany me for an hour or two while i do the canvassing. i just need someone to chat to. i just need a pillar to lean on when i'm drained emotionally and mentally.

i understand he has school and all. i'm just really pissed with myself lah. aiyoh. very ma fan lah.