i just love picking fights with people. especially when they are at fault and they were the ones who started it all. take for example just now;

my mother was looking for the malay newspapers and she asked me where it is. i said i dunno, because, obviously, i do not read the malay papers. she then went to continue nagging about me just helping myself to the english papers and that i should help her keep the papers and make sure i know where they are and stuff.

my rebuttal? why should i help her keep the malay papers when i don't read it? i left the malay papers on the dining table because THAT WAS THE FIRST PLACE SHE LEFT ALL THE PAPERS. so naturally, after i'm done with the english papers, i'll leave them in the old papers cupboard. i didn't touch the malay papers at all, so how should i know where the rubbish is? what does she take me for? an information counter? she insisted that i should know where it is as i was the last person to touch them. (at this point i was totally frustrated with her stupidity and ignorance, the word FUCK nearly came out) I DID NOT TOUVH YOUR FREAKING PAPERS! how the hell should i know! (coincidentally, she found them, on her own, on the dining table) she continued to nag and shit. i was so frustrated i just shouted whatever came to mind.

she said i think only for myself, and i answered says who?

she shouted at me saying she doesn't have time to read her simple papers because she was busy marketing and cooking for the family. i told her, i didn't ask you to cook so don't complain. i can jolly well march down to the food centre next door to buy y meals.

she continued bombarding at how selfish and ungrateful i am to her and stuff. Honestly, i don't care if you cook at all. you cook i eat. you don't cook i don't eat. simple. all i ask for from her is just one single thing. lodging. honestly, i cook for myself, i do my own laundry, i work and earn my own keep. bloody hell, i'm helping her PAY her insurance premiums of like $350 every month. and all she does is nag at me when she does a silly mistake.

darling, don't think you're the biggest bitch here. i can be one and make you FEEL like you're THE stupid bitch. just because you're paying for electricity and this is YOUR house does not make you the biggest bitch ever. i'm sooooo not coming back home ever!