A Full Bloom Spring Is Here

i got home today to a surprise! as you know, our 8th Anniversary was on last Friday, we were not able to properly celebrate it as it was a working day and i had an errand to run during lunch hour. So he made it today! it was so nice! so nice i tell you! to all you single people out there, GET A BOYFRIEND! GET A GREAT GUY LIKE MY KENNY!! He made a full course dinner all by himself! i'm so touched! i knew he could cook, but i knew too that he didn't have the time. While i was out all morning and afternoon with my friends, he made me this for dinner!

Starter ~ Baby spinach and Snaps tossed in Limoncello

Soup ~ Hot and Sour chinese soup

~ Bread Basket ~

Main ~ Sea Bass served with Dill Hollaindaise and Creamy Potage

Sweets ~ Apple Tart and Raspberry Compote

~ Coffee ~

~ After Dinner Drinks ~

It was really nice, the entire house was also filled with carnations and roses and lit vanilla candles dot here and there, scenting the entire house. It was a great dinner, enjoyed slowly. at our own leisurely pace, without the rush of other patrons, with great company. after the dinner, we moved out into the open balcony and popped a champagne bottle. "To another 10 years" he said. "Let's retire together" i said. That was like so cute!

We snuggled together on the floor of the balcony and gazed onto the horizon in each other's warmth. He is the only person in my life who accepts me entirely for who i am, without any compromising. He is the only person who knew how to control me, without making me feel interfered. He is the most beautiful balance i can ever have in life. Honestly without him, it won't be a Full Story.



Dearest Kenan,

It's been 8 years since we've enjoyed each other's company. Its like I know you inside out, what you know i know and what i know you know too. I still remember how you asked me out and i'm still tickled by how suave you said it. it must be in your genes. being suave. haha!

I'd like to formally apologise for all my wrongdoings for the past 8 years. I'm sorry for always being tardy for all our appointments. I'm sorry for always speaking my mind without thinking of your feelings. I'm sorry for always being fussy and childish. I'm sorry for being so particular in the kitchen and living area. I'm sorry for being such a neat freak at home. I'm sorry for driving you up the wall sometimes with my antics. You do not show it, but i can tell that you're extremely unhappy with me sometimes. I'm sorry for making you worry sometimes about my personal problems. I'm so sorry to trouble you for the past 8 years.

Sometimes when i think back, you'd be much more successfull without me tagging along with you all the time. I know you have all that potential and greatness in you but you can't let it show because of me. I know you would've easily got a position in the Head Bank in JPN or even as the Canadian or American Head. But you did not want to leave me alone here in singapore again. You're still young. You must have been so greedy for that career advancement and the wealth of experience that will bring you.

But you are always so patient to me. Always smiling and happy. You are the strongest pillar i can ever have. When i am troubled and pissed about something, lying next to you while you sleep and listening to your humming heart will make me forget all my worries. You bring me down to Earth when i am aiming too high. You are such a romantic and so accepting of who i am. You are such an adorable guy. and you will always be.

We overcame so many obstacles to getthis far. 8 years. It's nearly a decade. If we can last this long, we can last an eternity together. Irregardless of what other people say about you or us. As long as we are true to each other and give our hearts to each other, whatever other people say is just hindrance that we can live without. You've done so much for me and its time i give my all to you.

Let our love bloom Till Eternity.

Love Khai

I've always been a strong person,
Things are now alright with me.
Even though life gets you weary,
Don't let it get you down, overcome!

Everything sounds like a bunch of bull,
Everything sounds like a bunch of lies.
A full bloom spring will arive, believe it.
Sing it with me cha cha cha!

Today this lonely man is clenching his teeth.
Gonna learn about love and life once again.
Clear his mind and erase the past,
this lonely man will have the last laugh!

Even though you were scatter brained,
You're a cool Don Juan.
Even though you may not make me laugh,
When i see you i'm so glad!