Sunday, 26 June 2011

I cannot remember, but what's certain is he told me he's sorry....

Like being shot by a gun, I cannot think straight. Only my laugh came out. So i laughed, and laughed. Just because laughing without a reason, I said let me just ask one thing,"Why are we breaking up? How are we breaking up? How can we?"

In a hole inside my chest, our memories overflow. I try to catch it, i try to block the gaps, it escapes me between my fingers. Even my heart stops like this, it wouldn't hurt as much as this. Please do something, please heal me. If i go this way, my heart will crumble. In a hole in my chest.

Suddenly these tears, it drops without me knowing. I hate it so much. I hate it. I hate it, I really do. You who stood up, i followed. I followed you without any plans. Walking away like you were running away, from behind you. From behing you, i shouted.

Like being shot by a gun, my heart hurts so much. It hurts so much, it hurts so much. Its weird that i am able to lead my life. How can i ever forget you? How can I? I just don't know how. I really don't. There is a hole in my chest. And i can't fill in the hole. It hurts more than anything.

Like being shot by a gun...

2 comments:

Buzz Lighter said...

hey your last posts are so sad...what happened?

khai ganguro said...

don worry! nothing happened! i just posted the lyrics to the song that is posted at the end of the entry. its a song too beautiful to not share..